Sometimes, when you face a problem, you have to face it and solve it. And not trying 2 think tons of ways to avoiding whatever that you are facing.
Now, only I realised that... hehe... It's better 2 explain everything which will make clear of everything... & no more doubts...
As I grow, the things that I endure are getting more and more, and even tougher. I learnt from every of it and all of it are going to be compiled into " The Book of Experience".
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
A Confession from the bottom of my heart
The luckiest thing that happen to me thorough out my this life will be ~~ to be born into this family of mine. This perception of mine will not change forever.
Since young, Daddy and Mommy will guide us and cultivate all the good moral values in us. They are strict especially when it comes to manners. On top of that, they always encourage and supportus in whatever we do. They never give us pressure especially during examinations, they will just say good luck, try your best and never say that we must score how much for this or that subject.
And whatever that we requested, daddy and mommy will make it up to us. ( of coarse what we requested must be within the limits) we share all our problems with daddy and mommy. we even share our secrets with them . Whatever happen, I'll know that they will give their opinion and teach me how to cope with it.
Whenever I'm back, They will prepare and take me out to eat my favorite food. When I stay at home, I don't feel that much but after staying outside, I found out that My parents really love me so much... sob...
They really spend a lot on me especially when I was small as I always fall sick and for the braces that I wore.They work so hard so that I'll have a better life and now my aim is to earn more money so that I'll be able 2 give whatever my parents need and respect them. Be a good daughter, anak mithali. Hehe...( >_< )
Since young, Daddy and Mommy will guide us and cultivate all the good moral values in us. They are strict especially when it comes to manners. On top of that, they always encourage and supportus in whatever we do. They never give us pressure especially during examinations, they will just say good luck, try your best and never say that we must score how much for this or that subject.
And whatever that we requested, daddy and mommy will make it up to us. ( of coarse what we requested must be within the limits) we share all our problems with daddy and mommy. we even share our secrets with them . Whatever happen, I'll know that they will give their opinion and teach me how to cope with it.
Whenever I'm back, They will prepare and take me out to eat my favorite food. When I stay at home, I don't feel that much but after staying outside, I found out that My parents really love me so much... sob...
They really spend a lot on me especially when I was small as I always fall sick and for the braces that I wore.They work so hard so that I'll have a better life and now my aim is to earn more money so that I'll be able 2 give whatever my parents need and respect them. Be a good daughter, anak mithali. Hehe...( >_< )
*** Time Flies ***
In just a wink, I'm already 18. Time flies, too quickly, I think...
When I was small, I really envy those MMU students living in my neighbourhood. I always see that they enjoy college life very much and I will have the kind of feeling that I want to grow up quickly so that I can go to college and enjoy.
But right now, that is the opposite of what I'm thinking. Hehe... How I wish that the time could stop right here. I don't feel like growing up anymore. ( T _ T ) sometimes I feel that my rythm is too fast and I can't get hold of what I'm goin through and I just become blur... @@
Being quite independent since young, I have no problem staying outside and actually, I'm quite happy as I'm able to do things my way, manage my things well. I don't like people to get in my way and my personal life unless I want to share it with you. And I hate to depend on others especially when I'm able to manage. UNLESS I have no other choice.
But still when I'm down, I'll miss home. HOME is the place that manage 2 give me warmth and comfort. This feeling that I have will not change even though I'll be staying outside for most of the time now. Besides that, I know that no matter what happen, my beloved family will always be there for me. Daddy, Mommy, Ko Ko and Di Di (Kai) ~~~ I love all of YOU so MUCH. Muacks!!!
When I was small, I really envy those MMU students living in my neighbourhood. I always see that they enjoy college life very much and I will have the kind of feeling that I want to grow up quickly so that I can go to college and enjoy.
But right now, that is the opposite of what I'm thinking. Hehe... How I wish that the time could stop right here. I don't feel like growing up anymore. ( T _ T ) sometimes I feel that my rythm is too fast and I can't get hold of what I'm goin through and I just become blur... @@
Being quite independent since young, I have no problem staying outside and actually, I'm quite happy as I'm able to do things my way, manage my things well. I don't like people to get in my way and my personal life unless I want to share it with you. And I hate to depend on others especially when I'm able to manage. UNLESS I have no other choice.
But still when I'm down, I'll miss home. HOME is the place that manage 2 give me warmth and comfort. This feeling that I have will not change even though I'll be staying outside for most of the time now. Besides that, I know that no matter what happen, my beloved family will always be there for me. Daddy, Mommy, Ko Ko and Di Di (Kai) ~~~ I love all of YOU so MUCH. Muacks!!!
It's really funny how everything begin...
When I think about us...
It's been 2 years now, I have no idea why I think of these all of the sudden, I find that it's funny that we both become closer 2wards the end of last year, I dunno how it all started but I'm glad, I'm glad that we both become so close and I really appreciate all the time that we both spend 2 gether on9~ing. H@H@...
Actually, I'm quite surprise that we can share so many things, from secrets to crush & etc. N now that u have found ur true love, as a best fren, I wish u da best of luck and be happy 2 gether always, & tis is damn important, don't u dare 2 4get me, if not, hehe... juz wait and see what I'll do to you.
Actually, you are such a nice guy, real nice and u are so perfect, a good candidate as a bf.
I'm sure that there are so many girls outside that fall for you... but you are so cold-blooded, I wonder how many heart-broken girl that you have caused. Muahaha!!! That girl that you fall for is so lucky, I really envy her, how I wish I have one too. @@
Hope our friendship will last forever...
Be happy always and do remember me o. Muacks! ^^
When I think about us...
It's been 2 years now, I have no idea why I think of these all of the sudden, I find that it's funny that we both become closer 2wards the end of last year, I dunno how it all started but I'm glad, I'm glad that we both become so close and I really appreciate all the time that we both spend 2 gether on9~ing. H@H@...
Actually, I'm quite surprise that we can share so many things, from secrets to crush & etc. N now that u have found ur true love, as a best fren, I wish u da best of luck and be happy 2 gether always, & tis is damn important, don't u dare 2 4get me, if not, hehe... juz wait and see what I'll do to you.
Actually, you are such a nice guy, real nice and u are so perfect, a good candidate as a bf.
I'm sure that there are so many girls outside that fall for you... but you are so cold-blooded, I wonder how many heart-broken girl that you have caused. Muahaha!!! That girl that you fall for is so lucky, I really envy her, how I wish I have one too. @@
Hope our friendship will last forever...
Be happy always and do remember me o. Muacks! ^^
Monday, October 12, 2009
The life here...
Since young, whenever we travel back to SP. I'll be very excited as I'll be able 2 see mist, it's like a mystery and it makes me feel that I'm in somewhere cold, covered with snow... O mayb in heaven??? H@H@... & now they send me to a place where I can see mist everyday. There's 1 day when I'm still awake at 3am in the morning, and I went to the toilet. wow... When I step out of my room, I was like in genting. The mist covered everything and i thought I went out without my spec... haha... Being here, actually I'm quite happy la. Coz I manage 2 meet lots of wonderful friends and seniors here. I'm thankful and lucky actually, for they send me 2 a place quite near 2 my hometown and I manage 2 be offered this coarse. I think I'hv mentioned this b4 but still hv 2 say that I'm super lucky!! ^^ Hope this lucky thingy will follow me owez... haha...( well, I know its impossible...)
Friday, October 2, 2009
LOVE... Complicated
What love is to me? @@
Love is complicated, you fall for this guy but he already have someone is his mind or even a girlfriend. This boy fall 4 you but he's not ur type or maybe you already have some1 special.
Sigh... Love is always like that, TOO COMPLICATED. & after some time being together, you will find that both of you are not suitable to be together, and it will be the time 2 breakup. There and then, the world will have extra 2 heart-broken person. BUT, if you are lucky, you will manage 2 find that some1 really speacial, ur soulmate, then maybe both of you will last 4ever.
Lots of my friends are in relationship rite now, I can see that they are happy and I'm happy for them but still, I have seen my friends heart-broken before and I tell myself not to rush into a relationship, and I'm enjoying every moment of my life with my friends and family.Rite now, I'm not worry bout relationship thingy but maybe in a few years time I'll be worrying a lot, haha... I'll just let it be and see where FATE will bring me to...
These few days, I realised that lots of my parents' friends. Both husband and wife are teachers. Thus, I'm thinking whether next time, will my another half is a teacher too??? Muahaha!!! ( I think 2 much dy...) ( ^ . ^ ) hehe...
Love is complicated, you fall for this guy but he already have someone is his mind or even a girlfriend. This boy fall 4 you but he's not ur type or maybe you already have some1 special.
Sigh... Love is always like that, TOO COMPLICATED. & after some time being together, you will find that both of you are not suitable to be together, and it will be the time 2 breakup. There and then, the world will have extra 2 heart-broken person. BUT, if you are lucky, you will manage 2 find that some1 really speacial, ur soulmate, then maybe both of you will last 4ever.
Lots of my friends are in relationship rite now, I can see that they are happy and I'm happy for them but still, I have seen my friends heart-broken before and I tell myself not to rush into a relationship, and I'm enjoying every moment of my life with my friends and family.Rite now, I'm not worry bout relationship thingy but maybe in a few years time I'll be worrying a lot, haha... I'll just let it be and see where FATE will bring me to...
These few days, I realised that lots of my parents' friends. Both husband and wife are teachers. Thus, I'm thinking whether next time, will my another half is a teacher too??? Muahaha!!! ( I think 2 much dy...) ( ^ . ^ ) hehe...
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