Wow! In a blink, It's already 2010. 2009 ended too fast but I must say that I really enjoyed myself and learnt lots of new things during that year. I had my 5 months break and enjoyed myself so much. Haha... After the long break, I step into one of the higher learning inst. in our country. Met many new friends and experienced many things, learnt to be independent and learn how to mixed around with people.
When I was small, was too naif and thought that this world is just like fairy tales and full of fantasy, but I was wrong. In reality, There's no such thing as fairy tales. That's all lies. One stupid choices will have you in trouble, 1 stupid judgement will have you regret 4 life, 1 wrong step, you'll be in hell, and once you mixed with the wrong group, You'll never find your true self again. Terrible huh? Well, we have 2 face it, the real world is like this.
We can't go against God's will, we can't predict what will happen tomorrow, we can't see the future and we don't know when the time will come asking us to leave this world. But what we can do now is pray 4 the best and always give our best shot. Time flies, life is short, workloads are pilling up, presure are getting more, age are catching up and wrinkles is getting more. So why should we let all these bother us? While we are still young, we must enjoy and live life to the fullest!
Anyone agree with me? (>_<) H@H@... Well, I would like 2 take this opportunity to apologize 2 all my friends for all the trouble and inconveniences that I've caused. And thank you so much for always being there for me when I need U! Thank you! Love all of u so much! mUaCkS! HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Life and Death
It has been a year since you left all of us, although i'm not close to you but sometimes I'll still think of you. Everyone at home has been missing you so much.
Sometimes, I'm just too curious about life. It a great thing that we were born into this beautiful world, but in the end of the day, we will leave this planet and go to another place. I have been having difficulties in sleeping these few days and had been thinking about all these things. What will I be in 10 years time, will i still bethe same me? Will I be able to live that long? Will I be happy? Will I still have everyone I love beside me? All these questions just pop up in my head, and I couldn't just stop thinking bout it.
Death is something that some people fear the most and there are people who take it easily, sometimes when we are down, we don't think rationally and just take our own life. But we never realise that there are people out there who are fighting with all their might for their life that very moment. These are the people that don't appreaciate God's gift, don't they? In the other hand, when some1 that we love so much leave us behind, then that's gonna be grieving. Why do we have to turn old and die? Can't we just live forever?
Sometimes, I'm just too curious about life. It a great thing that we were born into this beautiful world, but in the end of the day, we will leave this planet and go to another place. I have been having difficulties in sleeping these few days and had been thinking about all these things. What will I be in 10 years time, will i still bethe same me? Will I be able to live that long? Will I be happy? Will I still have everyone I love beside me? All these questions just pop up in my head, and I couldn't just stop thinking bout it.
Death is something that some people fear the most and there are people who take it easily, sometimes when we are down, we don't think rationally and just take our own life. But we never realise that there are people out there who are fighting with all their might for their life that very moment. These are the people that don't appreaciate God's gift, don't they? In the other hand, when some1 that we love so much leave us behind, then that's gonna be grieving. Why do we have to turn old and die? Can't we just live forever?
Friday, December 25, 2009
Holiday Mood
1 more week left and I'm returning back "there". Holiday time pass too soon, and I'm not quite satisfy bout that, how I wish today is just the beginning of it. Hehe^^, I'm too greedy lah.
From 18 going 19, n 2oo9 is coming to an end now, 2010 is coming soon. Timeeeeee passss soooooo fast, and I'm not quite willing 2 go back there. Wewe...
This holiday has been quite fun la, keep up with relatives and family. N has been non-stop eatin too. Gotta go on diet soon. (T_T) muahaha... shopping 4 new clothes, watching movies, enjoying 2 much, tats why not so... happy when it's coming to an end now. K@K@!!!
From 18 going 19, n 2oo9 is coming to an end now, 2010 is coming soon. Timeeeeee passss soooooo fast, and I'm not quite willing 2 go back there. Wewe...
This holiday has been quite fun la, keep up with relatives and family. N has been non-stop eatin too. Gotta go on diet soon. (T_T) muahaha... shopping 4 new clothes, watching movies, enjoying 2 much, tats why not so... happy when it's coming to an end now. K@K@!!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Holidays...
LOL. Can't believe that I'm having my holidays right now. hehe... time flies... It's the best gift 4 me always, HOLIDAY... Hehehe... ^^
Friends gatherings, travelling back 2 SP, shopping, have lots and lots of fun, movies and songs, keke... That's what I'm goin to do this holiday.
Friends gatherings, travelling back 2 SP, shopping, have lots and lots of fun, movies and songs, keke... That's what I'm goin to do this holiday.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Was admitted to hospital on Monday night, and doctor said that I have lung infection and high fever. This is the first and last time, GOSH. It's painful and suffering. 3 injections a day, that's killing me. Thank goodness that I was discharged today. And my parents really give me a shock when they turned up at the hospital. I feel so helpless and useless. Always trouble them and making them worry. Really have to study hard 2 repay them and be a filial daughter.
Jac and Win Nie, thank you so much. Both of you took the trouble and overnight just to keep an eye on me. I really don't know how am I going to repay the both of you.
Mary, Fen and the rest, really thank you so much. Without you guys, I don't think i'll be able to go through this ordeal.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Really appreaciate all those help from all of you.
Jac and Win Nie, thank you so much. Both of you took the trouble and overnight just to keep an eye on me. I really don't know how am I going to repay the both of you.
Mary, Fen and the rest, really thank you so much. Without you guys, I don't think i'll be able to go through this ordeal.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Really appreaciate all those help from all of you.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Life is a climb, but the view is GREAT!!!
Sometimes, when you face a problem, you have to face it and solve it. And not trying 2 think tons of ways to avoiding whatever that you are facing.
Now, only I realised that... hehe... It's better 2 explain everything which will make clear of everything... & no more doubts...
As I grow, the things that I endure are getting more and more, and even tougher. I learnt from every of it and all of it are going to be compiled into " The Book of Experience".
Now, only I realised that... hehe... It's better 2 explain everything which will make clear of everything... & no more doubts...
As I grow, the things that I endure are getting more and more, and even tougher. I learnt from every of it and all of it are going to be compiled into " The Book of Experience".
Sunday, October 18, 2009
A Confession from the bottom of my heart
The luckiest thing that happen to me thorough out my this life will be ~~ to be born into this family of mine. This perception of mine will not change forever.
Since young, Daddy and Mommy will guide us and cultivate all the good moral values in us. They are strict especially when it comes to manners. On top of that, they always encourage and supportus in whatever we do. They never give us pressure especially during examinations, they will just say good luck, try your best and never say that we must score how much for this or that subject.
And whatever that we requested, daddy and mommy will make it up to us. ( of coarse what we requested must be within the limits) we share all our problems with daddy and mommy. we even share our secrets with them . Whatever happen, I'll know that they will give their opinion and teach me how to cope with it.
Whenever I'm back, They will prepare and take me out to eat my favorite food. When I stay at home, I don't feel that much but after staying outside, I found out that My parents really love me so much... sob...
They really spend a lot on me especially when I was small as I always fall sick and for the braces that I wore.They work so hard so that I'll have a better life and now my aim is to earn more money so that I'll be able 2 give whatever my parents need and respect them. Be a good daughter, anak mithali. Hehe...( >_< )
Since young, Daddy and Mommy will guide us and cultivate all the good moral values in us. They are strict especially when it comes to manners. On top of that, they always encourage and supportus in whatever we do. They never give us pressure especially during examinations, they will just say good luck, try your best and never say that we must score how much for this or that subject.
And whatever that we requested, daddy and mommy will make it up to us. ( of coarse what we requested must be within the limits) we share all our problems with daddy and mommy. we even share our secrets with them . Whatever happen, I'll know that they will give their opinion and teach me how to cope with it.
Whenever I'm back, They will prepare and take me out to eat my favorite food. When I stay at home, I don't feel that much but after staying outside, I found out that My parents really love me so much... sob...
They really spend a lot on me especially when I was small as I always fall sick and for the braces that I wore.They work so hard so that I'll have a better life and now my aim is to earn more money so that I'll be able 2 give whatever my parents need and respect them. Be a good daughter, anak mithali. Hehe...( >_< )
*** Time Flies ***
In just a wink, I'm already 18. Time flies, too quickly, I think...
When I was small, I really envy those MMU students living in my neighbourhood. I always see that they enjoy college life very much and I will have the kind of feeling that I want to grow up quickly so that I can go to college and enjoy.
But right now, that is the opposite of what I'm thinking. Hehe... How I wish that the time could stop right here. I don't feel like growing up anymore. ( T _ T ) sometimes I feel that my rythm is too fast and I can't get hold of what I'm goin through and I just become blur... @@
Being quite independent since young, I have no problem staying outside and actually, I'm quite happy as I'm able to do things my way, manage my things well. I don't like people to get in my way and my personal life unless I want to share it with you. And I hate to depend on others especially when I'm able to manage. UNLESS I have no other choice.
But still when I'm down, I'll miss home. HOME is the place that manage 2 give me warmth and comfort. This feeling that I have will not change even though I'll be staying outside for most of the time now. Besides that, I know that no matter what happen, my beloved family will always be there for me. Daddy, Mommy, Ko Ko and Di Di (Kai) ~~~ I love all of YOU so MUCH. Muacks!!!
When I was small, I really envy those MMU students living in my neighbourhood. I always see that they enjoy college life very much and I will have the kind of feeling that I want to grow up quickly so that I can go to college and enjoy.
But right now, that is the opposite of what I'm thinking. Hehe... How I wish that the time could stop right here. I don't feel like growing up anymore. ( T _ T ) sometimes I feel that my rythm is too fast and I can't get hold of what I'm goin through and I just become blur... @@
Being quite independent since young, I have no problem staying outside and actually, I'm quite happy as I'm able to do things my way, manage my things well. I don't like people to get in my way and my personal life unless I want to share it with you. And I hate to depend on others especially when I'm able to manage. UNLESS I have no other choice.
But still when I'm down, I'll miss home. HOME is the place that manage 2 give me warmth and comfort. This feeling that I have will not change even though I'll be staying outside for most of the time now. Besides that, I know that no matter what happen, my beloved family will always be there for me. Daddy, Mommy, Ko Ko and Di Di (Kai) ~~~ I love all of YOU so MUCH. Muacks!!!
It's really funny how everything begin...
When I think about us...
It's been 2 years now, I have no idea why I think of these all of the sudden, I find that it's funny that we both become closer 2wards the end of last year, I dunno how it all started but I'm glad, I'm glad that we both become so close and I really appreciate all the time that we both spend 2 gether on9~ing. H@H@...
Actually, I'm quite surprise that we can share so many things, from secrets to crush & etc. N now that u have found ur true love, as a best fren, I wish u da best of luck and be happy 2 gether always, & tis is damn important, don't u dare 2 4get me, if not, hehe... juz wait and see what I'll do to you.
Actually, you are such a nice guy, real nice and u are so perfect, a good candidate as a bf.
I'm sure that there are so many girls outside that fall for you... but you are so cold-blooded, I wonder how many heart-broken girl that you have caused. Muahaha!!! That girl that you fall for is so lucky, I really envy her, how I wish I have one too. @@
Hope our friendship will last forever...
Be happy always and do remember me o. Muacks! ^^
When I think about us...
It's been 2 years now, I have no idea why I think of these all of the sudden, I find that it's funny that we both become closer 2wards the end of last year, I dunno how it all started but I'm glad, I'm glad that we both become so close and I really appreciate all the time that we both spend 2 gether on9~ing. H@H@...
Actually, I'm quite surprise that we can share so many things, from secrets to crush & etc. N now that u have found ur true love, as a best fren, I wish u da best of luck and be happy 2 gether always, & tis is damn important, don't u dare 2 4get me, if not, hehe... juz wait and see what I'll do to you.
Actually, you are such a nice guy, real nice and u are so perfect, a good candidate as a bf.
I'm sure that there are so many girls outside that fall for you... but you are so cold-blooded, I wonder how many heart-broken girl that you have caused. Muahaha!!! That girl that you fall for is so lucky, I really envy her, how I wish I have one too. @@
Hope our friendship will last forever...
Be happy always and do remember me o. Muacks! ^^
Monday, October 12, 2009
The life here...
Since young, whenever we travel back to SP. I'll be very excited as I'll be able 2 see mist, it's like a mystery and it makes me feel that I'm in somewhere cold, covered with snow... O mayb in heaven??? H@H@... & now they send me to a place where I can see mist everyday. There's 1 day when I'm still awake at 3am in the morning, and I went to the toilet. wow... When I step out of my room, I was like in genting. The mist covered everything and i thought I went out without my spec... haha... Being here, actually I'm quite happy la. Coz I manage 2 meet lots of wonderful friends and seniors here. I'm thankful and lucky actually, for they send me 2 a place quite near 2 my hometown and I manage 2 be offered this coarse. I think I'hv mentioned this b4 but still hv 2 say that I'm super lucky!! ^^ Hope this lucky thingy will follow me owez... haha...( well, I know its impossible...)
Friday, October 2, 2009
LOVE... Complicated
What love is to me? @@
Love is complicated, you fall for this guy but he already have someone is his mind or even a girlfriend. This boy fall 4 you but he's not ur type or maybe you already have some1 special.
Sigh... Love is always like that, TOO COMPLICATED. & after some time being together, you will find that both of you are not suitable to be together, and it will be the time 2 breakup. There and then, the world will have extra 2 heart-broken person. BUT, if you are lucky, you will manage 2 find that some1 really speacial, ur soulmate, then maybe both of you will last 4ever.
Lots of my friends are in relationship rite now, I can see that they are happy and I'm happy for them but still, I have seen my friends heart-broken before and I tell myself not to rush into a relationship, and I'm enjoying every moment of my life with my friends and family.Rite now, I'm not worry bout relationship thingy but maybe in a few years time I'll be worrying a lot, haha... I'll just let it be and see where FATE will bring me to...
These few days, I realised that lots of my parents' friends. Both husband and wife are teachers. Thus, I'm thinking whether next time, will my another half is a teacher too??? Muahaha!!! ( I think 2 much dy...) ( ^ . ^ ) hehe...
Love is complicated, you fall for this guy but he already have someone is his mind or even a girlfriend. This boy fall 4 you but he's not ur type or maybe you already have some1 special.
Sigh... Love is always like that, TOO COMPLICATED. & after some time being together, you will find that both of you are not suitable to be together, and it will be the time 2 breakup. There and then, the world will have extra 2 heart-broken person. BUT, if you are lucky, you will manage 2 find that some1 really speacial, ur soulmate, then maybe both of you will last 4ever.
Lots of my friends are in relationship rite now, I can see that they are happy and I'm happy for them but still, I have seen my friends heart-broken before and I tell myself not to rush into a relationship, and I'm enjoying every moment of my life with my friends and family.Rite now, I'm not worry bout relationship thingy but maybe in a few years time I'll be worrying a lot, haha... I'll just let it be and see where FATE will bring me to...
These few days, I realised that lots of my parents' friends. Both husband and wife are teachers. Thus, I'm thinking whether next time, will my another half is a teacher too??? Muahaha!!! ( I think 2 much dy...) ( ^ . ^ ) hehe...
Monday, September 28, 2009
Swt ==
Went back home, I told my parents that I can online in my room LOL, so happy but when I returned back after the one-week holiday, swt ... ( ==''') I can't online anymore, sob... sob... Gosh, without Internet I'm goin nuts !!!
A WONDERFUL day ....
18th Birthday... time flies, so fast I have been living in this wonderful world for 18 years... Flashed back, there are so many memories, whether its sad or happy. I'm real lucky as I have a wonderful & understanding family, I LOVE ALL OF YOU VERY MUCH, MUACKSSS!!! ^^ Besides that, I have met many wonderful friends that stand by my side no matter it's rain or shines, THANKS A LOT!!!
HAHA^^ I spend my 18th birthday on the bus, travelling from Malacca 2 Kuala Lipis. N I was soaked wet... in the rain, shivering... Luckily, I never fall sick. Muahaha!!! Here, I would like to say MILLIONS OF THANK YOU 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & SENIORS 4 all your WISHES , all those simple wishes really brightens up my day. & THANKS 4 ALL YOUR PRESENTS 2, I LOVE IT VERY MUCH (^_^)
HAHA^^ I spend my 18th birthday on the bus, travelling from Malacca 2 Kuala Lipis. N I was soaked wet... in the rain, shivering... Luckily, I never fall sick. Muahaha!!! Here, I would like to say MILLIONS OF THANK YOU 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & SENIORS 4 all your WISHES , all those simple wishes really brightens up my day. & THANKS 4 ALL YOUR PRESENTS 2, I LOVE IT VERY MUCH (^_^)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Holidays...
I really enjoy myself during this one-week holiday. I feel so at ease, so relax, so ... Get to eat my favourite food, get to meet my dearest family & my lovely friends, spend some quality time with them. However, all this is going to end soon. can I ask for more holiday? one-week holiday come to an end just like that, I'm feeling so reluctant. No idea why is that so... Just hope everything turns up nicely for me "there", give me strength & courage, even though I know I still have to put in some effort for it. ( ^ . ^ )
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
An outing with close friends..
Am very happy today, having so much fun with u guys, haha^^ , thx 4 da presents 2. JY, so sorry if i ask u sth that make u feeling sad, SORRY! Be strong k? U deserve a better person than him, trust me. Eat more, heartache la me, c u like this. JIA YOU !! U can DE!!!
Pose ~~
Jia Yi, ME, Joan. 
Jia Yi & I. 
My little LuLu...
The 3 muskeeters. HAHA ^^
The 4 of us, LengLuis ...Muahaha!!!^^
The 7 of us, + the cameraman- Jia Yi~~ ~~ FRIENDS ~~ ~~
Friends are always there 4 you, no matter when u are sad or happy. They are there 2 share wif us, 2 encourage us, 2 cheer up our day... Ya, no doubt sometimes, friends might make us sad, might hurt us, but somehow I know that no one is perfect in this world, everyone does make mistakes including me. I do make mistakes 2, and later regreted 4 doing so. (= . =) So, am trying 2 be more patient & tolerant. Somehow, men's patience hv that certain limit, hope that some people will not cross that boundaries, trying people's patience.
I'm very lucky 2 have known many friends in my life. Each & everyone of u plays an important role in my life, & i don't think I'll be able 2 make it through till 2day without the supports & encouragement from all of u. Sharing my secrets, playing 2gether, tricking the others, eating 2gether, having classes & study 2gether, shopping, enjoying taking pictures, laugh out loud 2gether... gosh, tons of them, uncountable. My life is full of colours because of all of you. I can't imagine my life without you guys.
Just wanna take this opportunity 2 say THANK YOU 2 all my friends.
~~ Thanks 4 being my friends
~~ Thanks 4 always being there 4 me
~~ Thanks 4 willing 2 share my sadness & happiness
~~ Thanks 4 willing 2 lend a helping hand when I'm lost
~~ Thanks 4 all the jokes that u make just 2 brighten up my day.
~~~~ & Thank GOD too, as HE gave me so many WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!
ThAnKs A LoT, MY FRIENDS, I Love U!! MUacKs!!! ^^
I'm very lucky 2 have known many friends in my life. Each & everyone of u plays an important role in my life, & i don't think I'll be able 2 make it through till 2day without the supports & encouragement from all of u. Sharing my secrets, playing 2gether, tricking the others, eating 2gether, having classes & study 2gether, shopping, enjoying taking pictures, laugh out loud 2gether... gosh, tons of them, uncountable. My life is full of colours because of all of you. I can't imagine my life without you guys.
Just wanna take this opportunity 2 say THANK YOU 2 all my friends.
~~ Thanks 4 being my friends
~~ Thanks 4 always being there 4 me
~~ Thanks 4 willing 2 share my sadness & happiness
~~ Thanks 4 willing 2 lend a helping hand when I'm lost
~~ Thanks 4 all the jokes that u make just 2 brighten up my day.
~~~~ & Thank GOD too, as HE gave me so many WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!
ThAnKs A LoT, MY FRIENDS, I Love U!! MUacKs!!! ^^
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
~~~ A WHOLE NEW LIFE ~~~
2 months ago, when i know that I was offered a place in Teacher Training Institute located at Kuala Lipis, Pahang. I wondered where the hell is this place. GOSH !! I only know that it is the birthplace of Siti Nurhaliza. But I nvr think much bout that, I'm totally excited and looking forward of this place, the whole new journey of my next phase of life. 13 July, I arrived here, Kuala Lipis,, my 2nd home 4 the next 5 1/2 years. The images appeared right in front of me is totally different from my "imagination". HAHA!!! I did cry on the 1st night here, but thats the 1 & only 1 till 2day. HEHE ^^ I'm the only 1 from Malacca, sad... there are only 7 chinese including me...
Chia Fen - SP
Win Nie - Kelantan
Eet Fang - Kelantan
Jacylin - Penang
Mary - PJ
James - Sarawak
N me ~~ HEHE ^^ Hope that our friendships will last 4ver!!!
The seniors here are so ~ so ~so sweet + caring, LOL !!! We are so lucky 2 have such a big group of seniors that treat us so well& nice. We really appreciate that. THX 4 everything that all of U hv done 4 us !!! SENIORS, SUPER SENIORS, SUPER SUPER SENIORS !!! (^_^)
May GOD bless all of U !!!
+ I realise that I'm lucky 2 be able 2 secured a place here, and everything here is so fresh & new for me. N I'll try my very best in whatever I do, hoping that everything will go on smoothly 4 me 2 . AZA!! AZA!! FIGHTING!!!
Chia Fen - SP
Win Nie - Kelantan
Eet Fang - Kelantan
Jacylin - Penang
Mary - PJ
James - Sarawak
N me ~~ HEHE ^^ Hope that our friendships will last 4ver!!!
The seniors here are so ~ so ~so sweet + caring, LOL !!! We are so lucky 2 have such a big group of seniors that treat us so well& nice. We really appreciate that. THX 4 everything that all of U hv done 4 us !!! SENIORS, SUPER SENIORS, SUPER SUPER SENIORS !!! (^_^)
May GOD bless all of U !!!
+ I realise that I'm lucky 2 be able 2 secured a place here, and everything here is so fresh & new for me. N I'll try my very best in whatever I do, hoping that everything will go on smoothly 4 me 2 . AZA!! AZA!! FIGHTING!!!
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